So far not so impressive with the repeated blogging

Well the daily posting has not gone so well. I have had several rants. I'm just not really in the habit of posting them. Plus my Blitz addiction hasn't gone so well recently, my top score is fading fast and I find that I am lost without running the leaderboard! Sad huh. I have successfully avoided laundry until today when we officially ran out of clothes. I also dealt with a spider bite that left my right foot the size of a cantaloupe. That was fun but it is all healed up now necessitating me crawling out of bed and not whining constantly. Well the healed foot and the no laundry necessitated that!

I did spend some time on FB posting about the Casey Anthony trial. I realize that the whole world seems to have decided that this woman is guilty except for the jury but I have to say I agree with them. I did not see any proof that this child was even murdered, much less that her mother was responsible for it. I thought the bunk forensics by the prosecution were an insult to human intelligence and found the drowning story not only plausible but likely. That at least made more sense to me than that this woman would murder her two year old child to party? I mean really? I think it much more likely she was negligent in her care or at least felt so and the  child died on her watch. She got scared and covered it up. Not the smartest move but judging by Law & Orders "ripped from the headlines" stories not that uncommon. I mean where was the motive? Where was the gain? They kept saying that the only one who benefited from her death was her mother. Where did she benefit? At any point she could have given this child up for adoption, even sold the child if she was the sociopath everyone claimed. The kid was two, obviously well love and cared for judging by slide shows the prosecution paraded. I was disappointed in the defenses need to muddy the waters. I think that molestation claims and all were just smoke screen. Whether that happened or not it was not relevant to the case and was just an attempt to make her a victim. As for the infamous tattoo? Well you know what after I lost my daughter (to SIDS at two months old) I did some pretty crazy stuff too. I can remember spending the day before Christmas Eve that year firing up my first joint in over ten years with some friends just to escape the reality of life. It was a lot easier to hide from the horror of my reality than to deal with it. And at the very least, I do think our justice system worked. You can't put someone on death row for a murder you can't even prove was a murder. If there was ever a case of reasonable doubt this was it. So I am probably not going to boycott the inevitable book or movie. I will watch it with interest and see what her version of the real story is. After all she didn't take the stand (and I don't blame her, can you imagine facing the lies she told?) and I would like to hear her side. So call me an idiot liberal or whatever but this case reaffirmed for me that our justice system can work.
I think that my perception of this case though was clouded by an experience I had the year my daughter died. I met shortly after losing my daughter a woman online who had also recently lost her infant child. In fact her child was one week younger than mine, and died one week after mine. She lived far from me and her child had died in a tragic accident. She had fallen down the stairs and her daughter had suffered head injuries that killed her. Her behavior immediately after the fall was erratic (keep in mind she had also suffered injuries in the fall) and she did not recognize that her daughter was ill. We began telephone and email correspondence and became quite good friends. Within a few months of her daughters death the police began to suspect foul play. Ultimately she was jailed and put in solitary confinement for months. We kept up our correspondence however limited it could be during this time. When she was finally released pending the trial we still communicated. I watched the media rip this woman apart. She was labelled a baby killer and blasted by everyone. I spent countless hours defending her on blogs (my one prior experience with them) and met with a lot of resistance. In the end, the case was dismissed because the autopsy report confirmed her story. I watched the media wreck this woman's life and dissect her grief in ways that were unimaginable. When it was all said and done the negative blog posts were quietly removed and one media station did an interview with her now being called wrongfully accused. There was much less fanfare than when she was a "babykiller". I still talk occasionally to this woman who has somehow managed to piece her life back together through trials I can never fully understand. I love and admire her beyond belief and while the Casey Anthony case was different there was a parallel in the rush to judgment and the need to blame.
I pray for Casey Anthony. I hope she finds somehow the strength to move on, as my friend has. I hope that she can make piece with this tragic time in her life and remember her daughter with dignity and love.

As for any other rants I might have this week they seem quite insignificant in comparison so I will leave them for another day. Tomorrow unfortunately the laundry battle continues....

First Blog Rant!

Okay, so here I am ready to embrace my blog addiction and scrolling around checking out some blogs. I want to read some funny shit, some crazy Mama stuff, maybe gardening, maybe just admire someone's super cute kid and the story they wrote about them. I start with search, come up with a couple. Of course no one has posted on them in a year! So I use the next blog feature...newflash, I am not Indian. I do not understand WTF they are saying! I am not remotely interested in reading about issues in the Middle East or trying to decipher which way the camel is going. I was more interested in the link I was sure was not safe to click on FB about the frog baby. So I guess it's back to blitzing tonight, more blog stalking tomorrow....

Should my first blog post say something worthwhile or simply cover the rants of today?

Am completely new to blogging but I am pretty sure it might be my life's calling. One I write. Nothing worthwhile or educational. Mostly just random reflections and of course my to do lists that I never get around to. But the idea of blogging, writing in order to justify being on the computer, doing something on the computer other than Facebook voyeurism in between Blitzing, of course avoiding the laundry (my children literally change clothes ten times a day EACH!!!), pretending people actually care what I have to say however random (wait I already do that on Facebook) but a whole new venue for that! Sounds like Heaven. Of course with my ADD tendencies it's likely this blog thing will last all of a week. On the other hand I recently made some life changes, pared down my acceptable addictions and have room for a new one so....plus I am unemployed with no prospects and People.com is only so interesting. I think this might be a match made in Heaven. How could I have not found the blog world sooner? I always was a late bloomer. I am off now to practice voyeurism on other blogs, which I guess actually is not voyeurism but the whole point. This should be fun and I am pretty sure it's gonna be a late night!